September 11, 2012
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Sleep
They say the nights are the hardest. You can keep running and moving, but its when you lay down and try to sleep that your mind runs to the crevices, the areas you were able to block throughout the day. The thoughts enter and linger and the what ifs play with your head.
I use to be able to fall asleep so easily and so soundly. I guess those were the days when I was completely fulfilled. Now I have to start again and learn to fill those holes and the gaps in which she once perfectly complemented.
Oh sleep. Please come easy tonight. I have a busy day tomorrow. I will update you lovely xanga people soon. I have not been able to put down the words or wrap up all my thoughts. Its as if I write out the words, the reality will completely sink in.
9/3/2012
It was our last day together. No, not yet. The words are still too soon. Lets stop time and hold this moment for just a bit longer.
"She made you decent and in return you made her so happy."
Comments (9)
smileee
smileeeeeeeee
<3 if you ask me, I will answer
(btw, thanks for being a pillar for me)
oh no!
I hope sleep comes easy for you too! can't wait to hang out sometime! ..btw my bride takes this zZZzquil thingi..apparently it just makes you fall asleep. not addictive and you wont need it to fall asleep next day if you don't use it.
I can't tell if y'all broke up, or got engaged. I hope it's the latter
this sounded hopefully, then too sad... not sure what is going on.
@ParadoX5 - broke up unfortunately
@xXrEMmUsXx - a chapter has been written. we are currently separated. thank you for the comments @luvs_u -
@MariaBoscardin - I am glad to be that pillar
@xx_smilez -
keep writing and pouring out everything you need to get off your chest. a heavy heart is so hard to carry around.
Oh shit.
Stay strong Bro
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