What are some fun things to do in SF after hours that does not involve drinking?  This would be for 11/16. 

Any ideas.   

For the last 3 weekends, Friday and Saturday I have woke up in a different bed every night.  I have been to LA, Vegas, and New York and my soul has been saturated with enough travel and alcohol to last me until the end of the year.

My eyes have opened a bit more with what I have seen and experienced and I would like to slowly pour out these revelations.  My body is very tired though, but my soul has been a bit refreshed.

One quick lesson that I have learned is to appreciate what you have.  I went to New York and I visited the Guggenheim and the Met and ate at so many nice restaurants.  I loved it.  I started to think to myself what made these experiences so great.   Was it the culture of the city and the tastes of the food?  Was it the unique company that I have surrounded myself with in the Big Apple?  Sure it was a lot of these things, but another part of it was just my own willingness to be present in that moment. I wanted to do these things.

I had traveled almost 3000 miles across the country to appreciate something in someone's backyard where I living in wonderful California have not learned to appreciate all the nooks and crannies of my own backyard.  I am sure SF ranks up there in the world for high dining.  I have not even went to all the art exhibits in SF and here I am trying to squeeze two in one day at New York.  It just made me realize that my life has not truly been fully lived and the patterns of my day although ambitious to some have fallen into another boring routine.

My commit after traveling will be to do exciting things, fairs, street festivals,  parks, museums, and fine eating within my own backyard.  I will also commit to do this on a budget because I am no greek god as much as I pretend to be.   The grass will be watered on my own end.   

Good boy status. no play. drank so much.

sleeeping a lone.  that is when you know you are good.

I am in VEGAS!!!

WHO BLOGS WHEN THEY ARE IN VEGAS!!! PEOPLE THAT LOVE XANGA!! I WILL UPDATE YOU BITCHES WHEN I COME BACK AT 4AM!!!

You are old when:

1) When you have more regrets than dreams.
2) When you believe the best part of your life is behind you.
3) When your mind is more occupied by memories than aspirations.

#Quora #billionaire #dreams #foreveryoung

There is so much shit to do and so little time.   

Gone are the days when you would have a packet of homework for the week, finish it all on Monday, and be free for the rest of the week.

I am amazed by my parents for waking up every day and going to work for the last 25-30 years.   I have only worked 3 years now and I am already trying to scheme a way to break out of this ridiculous cycle.

Even with all the travel and vacation time and freedom I have, I still feel caged.   

Am I the only one?  

If not, what are we going to do?

Run away together!!!

If sex is suppose to be beautiful and intimate, why our relationships/friendships destroyed in the aftermath of attempting to be full on lovers?

When sex is not in play, why is it easier to remain friends?

What is it about sex that sometimes makes us devalue the other person once we get it?

Or was the whole friendship a ruse from the start just to be in this situation with another soul and once achieved, there is nothing left?

Are we not more beautiful than this?

My good good good friend Laurie slip and fell off a a side of a cliff.  She is in the ICU. Send all your prayers. 

Thank you Xanga.

Update: She is in stable condition since 2 AM last night.  Besides a broken collar bone and stitches on her head, she is looking pretty good.   Thank god she is still with us and did not have any brain damage.  

Thank you all <3

 update: at the hospital , its actually a lot more than stitches.the back of her skull is fractured and her entire face has swollen. please continue prayers for full recovery.

What are nootropics and where can I get some (legally)?  

Please advise. 

If you keep running, maybe your thoughts can't catch up to you.

This is not a bad thing.  For me, its the adrenaline.  I am like a pitbull locked on to my target and I never question the reason why I locked on in the first place, but now that I am locked on, you bet I am not going to let go.   It is like two couples fighting yelling at each other and trying to win the argument but not knowing why they argued in the first place.

My life sometimes feels that way and sometimes I get caught into the swing of things, and i forget why I am running. 

My friend has been talking about quitting her job for the longest time, but has not been able to because she is always so busy.  She was discussing this with her doctor and the doctor said its because its her adrenaline. It keeps her moving, but she took a week off of work and was able to sit and reflect. The doctor said the serotonin kicked in which is the opposite of adrenaline and it is the serotonin that helps you think clearly.  I am no scientist or doctor, but that makes sense to me.  

When you are in the heat of the moment, you do not want to lose.  You do not want to give up.  Sometimes you are forced out of a situation so you may have some clarity.   Have a moment to think things through.

I don't know where I am, and I dont know where I am going.  Sometimes its okay to admit that.  Not all who wander are lost.  I am just gonna stroll around and enjoy the sites I see. Hope to meet some more amazing people in this stage. 

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